Addicted to sniffing glue
Q: I want to tell somthing and ask somthing. Allhumdilla I have been in tabligh for 4 month and I have a beard too. But my ammal are not good just outside I look like muslim and religious person but my ammal is like shaitan. I dont know what is going with me. I have done lots of tauba and cried in front of Allah but next I break tauba. It feels that shaitan is in my body. I think 1 year I am addicted or got nasha of glue liquid smell. I dont know what is called in english. But it is a thing that we usually use to put on our carpet to stick. Actually I was in tabligh and always do ghast to other home in saudi arabia jeddah, there I met them and they were also far relative of mine but we met for deen ki nasbit. They had business of quran box and make decoration of quran inside home. So i usally come to theem coz of deen nasbit but i was so attached with them that we become friends.then after few month my friends offer me to sit in the smell of that glue thing.my friend use to put glue fastly in that big sheet like clothes in that room we use sit and get maza in it and i usually love it coz in that i was feeling that i am getting closer to ALLAH and i was in nasha i used to do bayan and i cried .then it was my daily routine to go to home at time of putting glue and sit there and discuss things and somtime religous talk and now my feeling is like this that i am addicted to that thing and when ever they put i go there home and now my friend dont let me talk about deen things coz they tell me that this is nasha u taking and in nasha u shouldnt talk about deen islam.just talk about anything else not deen boz our mind get finished it feel like sharab is drunk.now i reliaze it that i am addicted to nasha of that glue. But i am trying not go and turn to ALLAH but still sometime I think in that think i come closer to Allah .coz mufti g before that my life was like this do tauba and break tauba .i wanted istaqamat in deen .but in this nasha my friday prayer is also missing.mufti g i just want a adivce from you and any wazifa to get rid of this nasha. is this haram what i am doing.
A: We suggest that you refer to some pious righteous sunnat adhering shaikh who has got experience in these matters and thereafter commit yourself to his advice.
And Allah Ta'ala (الله تعالى) knows best.
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