Shaadi se pehle haraam ta'alluq

Q: Men kuch sawal puchna chahte hn per muje nae maloom kahan jaon, kis se puchun. Ya kya karun. Ajeeb muskil men hn, kuch samajh nae aata. Jab men bohat choti the to mere cousin ne khelne ke bahane muje room men band kar lia tha aur touch krne ke koshish k.. Balke honton ko kia..men bohat ro rahe the, WO muje jane nae de raha tha. Phr mama aa geye darwaze per aur usku door open Karna perha, mama ne muje dekhte he marna start kar dia aur kaha ke kya kar rahe the etc.but mene to bohat koshish k the us se baghne k per WO mujse kafi bara tha... Ab men 26 saal k hn. Magar aj b takleef hoti ha ke kisi ne mera sath nae dia.muje nae pata us cousin ne mere sath rape kia ya nae magar dar lagta ha ke kehe Allah muje saza na den. Men mama se hamesha darte rahe..ek boy se pyar kar beathe, sucha shadi karen g.mama ko pata chal gea, WO samjhi men gandi hn, WO rone lage.mene unku chup karwane k koshish k per kahne lage acha hota tm mar jate..men bohat dukhi ho geye. Mene mama ka dil rakhne ko Quran pak pe kasam khai ke men ayenda aesa nae karun g..mama ne kaha ke Facebook p account nae banao g.ab muje ek account k zarurat ha.men kya karun?mere madad Karen.mera koe nae siwaye Allah k. Baki mujse nafrat krte hen. Men Allah ko naraz nae kar sakte. Mama ne bohat ajeeb kasam uthwai..kafi batun ka kaha ke nae karo g.muje to yad b nae.Bohat preshan hn. Har wakat suicide ka suchte hn.

A: Saaf dil ke saath Allah Ta`ala se taubah kare aur ahd kare ke aaindah aysee baat nahi karegi. Yaqeenan Allah Ta`ala aapka tamaam gunaho ko maaf karega.

And Allah Ta'ala (الله تعالى) knows best.

 

Answered by:

Mufti Ebrahim Salejee (Isipingo Beach)