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Awrat university jaana

Q: Mai ne yeh suna hai ke teen qism ke logon ki Allah madad karta hai. 1. Jo paak daman rehne ke liye nikaah kare. 2. Wo ghulam jo kitabat kare yani k deal k mai itne paise de kar azadi chahta hun. 3. Jo Allah ke liye jihad kare. To mai ne yeh poochna tha k mera case first wala hai. Aaj kal jo moashra ha or fahashi jitni aam hai to ma pakdaman rehna chahti hun. Mere ghar ka mahool itna acha nahi ha matlab jahan Allah k hukum mane jayen or na halal rizq ha na kapre kuch bhi halal nahi hai.. Me bht pareshan hun apne liye bhi or ghar walon k liye bhi. Meri age 20 hone wali ha 23 ko or me chahti hun kisi naik khandan ma naik mard ke sath mera nikkah ho jaye. Mujhe dolat se koi gharz nahi ha qu ke dolat se dunia kharidi ja sakti hai akhirat nahi. Laikin yeh bat ma apne ghar walon ko nahi samjha sakti. Me kiya karun? Ab me university ma admission lungi to wahan boys bhi honge or agr mujh se koi gunah ho gaya to is ka zimedar kon hoga? me bht koshish karti hun gunahon se khud ko rokne ki. kabhi kabhi phisal jati hun. Is liye mujhe nikkah karna hai naik mard ke sath ta k mera adha deen to bach jaye. kindly help me.