Q: I'm so worried and confused about my Imaan and Aakhirah. Allah ke karam se Allah ne hmesha muje apna qurb or mohabat ata fermai he. Me ne 12 saal ki age se perda start kar diya tha or apne ap ko buraiyon se bcha ke rakha jo sb Allah ki di hui tofeeq or karam tha. Meri 18 saal me shadi hogai or mere husband 34 years k they But vo1 intehai ayaash parast or khurafaat mn mubtala insan h,bht women mn involved they or sexually satisfy krne k qabil b nai they I told my parents but thay adviced me to do sabar and said me not to anything to him. Ab hamari shadi ko paanch saal hogye he. I have two kids. Me ne bohot mohabat khidmat or wafa ki apne husband se, but wo mazeed burey se burey hote gye. Wo bht martey hn, galiyan dete hn, buraiyon mn involved hn, mujh se gher insani salook krtey hn, yaqeen karen mn ne hr trha se apni himat se barh k berdasht or koshish ki is relationship ko acha krne ki, Allah ki raza or parents ki izat k liye But jb husband ne daikh liya k mn unki sb herkaten berdasht krti chli ja rhi hun to vo mazeed bure se bure hi hote gye. Pesey bhi apne p or logon p bht khushi se uratey hn but mujhe choti choti cheezon k liye b bht tangi dete hn. Jb bht fedup hojati hun or mind bilkul mauf hojata h shadeed depression or tension ki waja se to muaz Allah ki shan mn koi ghustakhi ki bat nikal jati h jis p mn bad mn bht sharminda hoti hun but us waqt jese mera damagh mere control mn hi nai rehta Or ese hi husband k liye b bure alfaaz nikal jatey hn shadeed takleefon k bais Ab please in situations mn sabar k sath sath koi tadbeer or solution btayen Or muje tension ye h k shadi se pehle to Allah ki raza k mutabiq life spend kr rhi thi but jb se shadi hui h zindagi bht bht aziyat or takleef mn guzar rhi h or sath kbi husband k liye burey alfaz or Allah muaf fermaye kabi Allah se giley shikvon k bais akhirat b berbad na hojaye But mn kya krun jb aziyat berdasht nai hoti to mera apne mind p control nai rehta Ese to dunya or akhirah dono berbad hoti feel hoti hn Plz meri help kren mn kese in sb se chutkara paun or kese ye yakeen hasil ho k mera Allah mujh se razi he. Please help me I'm too depressed.
