Gifts received before nikaah
Q:
1. I have married my husband with the intention of fulfilling my needs and after it to get a divorce from him. But now Alhamdulillah I realized that it’s very wrong and now I love him and want to be with him. So is our marriage valid?
2. Before marriage we did many things but not intercourse. So should I only repent to Allah?
3. Before marriage he gave me gifts like dresses, laptop, etc which I’m still using. So will it be permissible to use it now?
4. Few months ago he once said that you are divorced thrice but few minutes later he said it was due to anger. It’s been 2 years now but we still cannot do intercourse because I fear a lot. So is our marriage valid?