Being faithful to Allah Ta'ala
Q: I am in very big emotional distress. I have known a man for a while. He decided to leave me as we was not official to get married in Pakistan. When he returned he realised he didn't feel compatible to this woman. He grew apart from her as he was in love with me. I knew this but I knew this cud not be. I went for umrah to ask forgiveness. I came back and started a fresh. Then one day I bumped into him again and he declared his love etc. One thing lead to another and I slipped up and decided to give him a chance. I thought Allah is joining us. I don't know what to do because now he is saying he will divorce the wife to re marry. I feel so confused and don't want to start my life in a curse. We said we would go for umrah if things are meant to be. He also has bad addictions due to all this stress. I am scared could I trust this man? He is not willing to let me go and wants to make things halaal.