Advice

Getting over a haraam relationship

Q: I started my connection with Allah from 2015 but sometimes I feel very empty like such kind of things come in my mind that I cannot tell... May Allah forbid... Sometimes I feel like I am on the edge of leading to kufr and than I say Astaghfirullah my life is very messed up. I love a guy but I left him without saying a word to him because I knew that its haram so I left.. but now all the memories come to my mind and I cry for hours and hours.. I want to talk to him but I cant because its haram... What should I do? I have no friend that I can share my feelings with her. I do tell all my worries to Allah but as I am a human, sometimes I need someone to talk to me too. I miss him so much. What should I do?

Marital problems

Q: I want to ask if it is permissible for husband to talk and chat with his cousins daughter who is around 21 year? They talk several times' daily and he assure me that he cant marry her but still Im worried as i have read his conversations and he asks for her pics and want to talk on phone with her. He also want to open academy and want her to work as a teacher there as she is looking for a job. We live abroad, but i don't like this frequent chatting between them. So i want to know, is this 'friendship' a sin and haraam for my husband? How should I confront him?

Doubts

Q: I was thinking about my medicines then I said 'ye medicines ka asar nahi, Allah ka asar hai'. Is it wrong to say that?