Imaan

Doubts regarding Imaan

Q: Allah has bleesed us with Imaan Alhumdulillah. Now as I was getting thoughts on kufr and Alhumdulillah they are gone because I ignore them. Now I have a serious matter that I want you to help me. I am a Muslim I have follow hanafi mazhab. Now i am trying to become better muslim. I try to read quraan everyday read five times namaz do nafl ibaadat stay away from sin have haya n modesty dress modestly Alhumdulillah i do hijab as well. I do zikr Alhumdulillah everything was going will i feel this peace n i talk to Allah because i know hes watching me i listen to bayaan n recording hadith n sabaq that moulana yunus palanpuri give. I try to do amal. I go taleem i do six points masha allah i like to go mastuaraa jamat. Now all of a sudden last week this is thought come in my head about Allah the exitence of Allah. And then thought about hadith All the hadith that how did the hadith reach us if the hadith is true how the hadith from the prophet sallallhu alaihi wasallam reach us if the narrator r true if the hadith in fazalee amaal sadqa is true. Then something tells me how u no is true. How u no the prophet sallallhu alaihi wasalaam said this. I am feeling empty idnt have that feeling with in my heart tgat sukoon I read namaz i read quraan. I keep reading quraan i read kalimah But the khushu sukoon i am not feeling i reading namaz cuz i no we have to the connection with Allah is feeling different i know that everything is from Allah i am saying with my tounge but i want in to be in my heart. Plz help me i dnt want to go on the wrong path i am a muslim i want to die with Imaan. 1.Y i am having all these though about Allah n our rasul sallallhu alaihi wasallam the quraan the hadith about Islam please help me Is Allah naraz with me I want to go jannah I know that people who dont follow Islam n follow other religious r (disbeliver)i am a momin i believe in Allah n his rasul sallallhu alaihi wasallam. I want that to enter ny heart n yaqin in Allah 2.Some thing is telling ur just saying it from tounge. Plz help me. The word i right on braket above something telling me supposed. Say that word sometimes it come but i dnt say with with toungue Plz help me with my Imaan. 3.Is it kufr?? 4 my nikah valid 5.then i think hidayaah is only from Allah only Allah can guide u. I dont want to loose my Imaan thats like burning in fire I am a muslim Even thought all this happened i still read quran namaz zikr read kalimah. Buti feel i just read it from tounge i want to have the love for Allah. The thought of Allah come about Allah how Allah is created astugfirullah How did the world come how all this knowledge come is the knowledge of deen the hadith true What to do plzz help me i want die on Imaan n go jannah love Allah have khushu plz help me plzzz this is so important the most important thing in my whole life n is i am gifted with Imaan. I want to die with Imaan.please help me strength my Imaan yaqin n our Rab is Allah.. Plzz make dua for me Allah protect my Imaan n make me die with Imaan. Plzz help sister in Islam 6 is any of this i write kufr n if o said it to myself cuz i was explaining my self what i will write is it kufr my nikah valid.

Doubting the Imaan of people

Q: In America there are a lot of people that are converting to Islam. Sometimes I get the doubt that some of them are just acting like they converted but they are actually munafiq like there were munafiqeen in the time of the Nabi (Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam). Is it wrong to doubt the iman of a Muslim if he is a Muslim zaahiran?

Doubting the existence of a creator

Q: I recently decided to start praying again and become more religious, but I've been getting tons of doubts (astagfirullah) about the existence of Allah. Whenever I try pondering about the signs of Allah, more questions come up, and more doubts arise. I just cannot fathom how Allah exists without nobody to create him (which makes no sense). I also do not feel connection with Allah in my salah as I God forbid am losing believe in the existence of a creator. I'm trying my best to look up facts and signs and read the Quran and so far it's been to no avail. But I'm not quitting praying and reading Quran no matter what as I hope this is a phase that will go away. But it's been troubling me a lot and I just wish it would go away. And whenever I am in salah my brain is telling me to pretend there is a God even though there isn't...blah blah and I keep fighting myself to convince myself there is a God in my salah rather than to believe in God and just enjoy my salah with my creator. I think I'm losing my mind but I just want to focus on believing again. Also, I'm confused as to how all other planets exist and what is their purpose if Allah created us to worship him? Why are they there? Is there no alternate explanation? I really want to believe in Allah and the messenger and not doubt at all. I have a hard time typing this question as I do not want to gain sin by typing out my doubts. God forgive me. If nothing else works, please make dua for me and other's like me who are trying to find their faith through conviction again. Salam.

Afraid to accept Islam

Q: I fear coming to Islam in America and I feel like I wouldn't be accepted by Islam or muslims and because I know the hatred here in America that's directed towards Islam here in America. America has done a lot of destruction to Muslim country's and there people and the media only shows how muslims and Islam hate the west and Americans that's why I'm afraid I wouldn't be accepted.

Practising Islam secretly

Q: I live in Paris. I am contacting you for a serious case about a person who wants to convert to Islam. The person who converted to Islam is stuck because of his parents. He can not separate from his parents but he wants to convert and practice Islam, at the same time he is afraid of his parents.