mani

Q: I get a pressing feeling when seeing bad videos (sexual). But when i do press and pull penis from bottom to top to make all madhi out which is inside penis, then madhi will be coming out as big drop, then inside the big drop small white particle would be there or if i take that drop between my fingers and then look through it to a light, then i notice slightly thin and white line or two line inside madhi, where madhi is transparent. And that white thing does not come separately but always along with madhi but very less quantity of white thing. I get that white thing along with madhi when i get pressing feeling.

1. Is that white thing mani or madhi?

2. Is the colour of madhi always transparent?

3. Isn't ghusl fard only if a person experiences full sexual discharge?

Note: Pressing feeling means I get aroused and penis erected. I get feeling like pressing and releasing at bottom of penis. Similar to wet dream time when reaching climax and ejaculation happens. But it is not full sexual discharge as while it happens in wet dreams. Pressing and releasing feeling comes continuously during wet dreams, but while i am awake it comes once and after sometime twice or once, But not continuing consecutively but after some time. In wet dream there is no gap between pressing and releasing feeling it goes on continous till all mani is ejaculated.

Q: I am in a big problem. I'm really afraid of wet dreams. Last night I saw a dream. It was not of sexual nature, just a lovable nature but I feel as if I was aroused. When I woke up I felt wetness but it was the same wetness I felt a day before when I was awake (I'm thinking it's regular vaginal discharge). I am unmarried so I don't know what mani looks like. Is ghusl still wajib on me? Please suggest because I have doubts in everything, even in wudu prayer and other things etc etc.

Q: I am a woman and when I see some intimacy on internet or when I am with my husband then some white discharge comes out and there is no physical relationship between us. So how could I identify this discharge is mazi or mani?