cancer

Har cheez ki qadar karna

Q: Mujha pata ha mana bohat likh dia lakin ma kisi sa apna masla khol ka share chata tha Ma ap ka jawab ka muntazar ho

Mari walida ko aj sa 13/14 sal pahla cancer ho gaya jin ka ilaj bhi karwaya aor aon ko sahat bhi mili lakin koch wajohat ki wajha sa ham ragula chack up ya falow up na karwa saka (aos waqat ma 6 sal ka ab ma 18 ka ho) Jis wajha sa 4 sal pahla dobara cancer ho gaya hum na phir ila karwaya lakin cancer 1 jagha sa khatam hota to dosri jagha nikal ata phir hum na kisi alim sa rabta kia (aos waqat mara jado wagara pa yaqin na tha aor ghar walo ko bhi nahi tha) khar aonho na huma bataya ka koi jado karta ha mari walida pa hum na aon sa dum karwaya to arazi tor pa aram ajata lakin jab jado dobara hota to phir tabyat kharab ho jati ilaj aor dum ka silsala chlta raha aon alim ka intaqal ho gaya to hum na kisi aor sa rabta kia phir kisi aor alim sa aor phir kisi aor sab ka yahi kahna tha jado ha lakin ab is jado ka masla par koch kami i ha lakin wo shaks jo jado kar raha ha wo apni pori koshish kar raha ha Ap janta ho ga ka cancer ka ilaj bohat mangha ha laki Allah na huma waha waha ata kia ha jaha hmari soch bhi na thi lakin mukamal sahat na di mari walda bhot kamzor ho gai han aj sa phala jitna bhi waqt gozra asihalat nahi hoi is ka sath wo bohat mauos bhi ho gai han wo jina to chati ha lakin dard aor bimari ka is tawil arsa ki wajha sa moot ki talab karti ha

Ma aor mara gahar wala Allah sa har tarha sa dua kar choka han bohat wazifa kia han lakin mukaml sahat nahi mil rahi Mari halat bohat bori ho choki ha ma bohat mauos ho Allah sa mangna bhi chor dia mujha pata ha ya galat ha lakin.! Hum sadka bhi karta han aor zaqat bhi kisi ki madad ho to apni aokat ka mutabik madad bhi karata Ap batyan mari walda kya sahat ki mustahiq nahi aonho sari zindagi taqlif ma bita di kya aon ko apni aolad ki koshya dakhana ka koi haq nahi mujha pata ha akhrat ma aon ka lia bohat acha ha lakin jis aolad ka lia wo zinda rahi bimari ka ba wajod har zarorat pori ki kya aon ki koshya dakhna ka aon ko koi haq nahi Hum kis tarha Allah sa manga Allah kahata mara ajzi mango ma do ga to huma kyo nahi data Mujha pata ha mana bohat likh dia lakin ma kisi sa apna masla khol ka batana chata tha Ma ap ka jawab ka muntazar ho

Haraam relationship

Q: I am aged 22 from India. Two years ago I fell in love with a girl. She was a cancer patient. Her parents came to know about us and were positive for our marriage. My parents said first finish your degree and get a job and we will assist you in marrying as you wish. Days passed and it is because of her I started offering Salah..Allah made me turn to him through her. I was So much worried about her cancer.. And days passed ..I changed a Thug..Smoking drinking..Etc..And we had problems ..We were about to break up ..And then..I started salah once again.. And allah gave Her back to me..And at a period of time..Once again I was moving in opposite Direction. Smoking and Drinking. In november 22 2015 she went very Bad that her organs stopped working that she had to undergo dialysis. It was like a calling bell from Allah.."O my servent come back to your lord".I was So afraid of losing her..I started offering my salah..And on december 22 After offering my maghrib salah..I heard a recitation from quran saying.."We Will test you through loss of life. If u can't handle the pain ask allah ya Allah if I can go through this let me..If I can't take me" . Suddenly it Striked my mind lyk she has gotta go...And to I had dreams lyk ambulance in Front of her home..But I never left my salah..Asking allah to save her..Cure Her..On jan 6 2016..Inna lillahi wa innae ilaihi rajiyoon.. She passed Away..But wallahi ..I never had a negative thought in my mind like..Allah Hates me..Or he didn't accept my duaa..Instead I had thoughts like my allah Knows what's best for me..He never does bad for me..In sha allah..Allah will Make me join with her in jannah..I still can't believe she left me..I weep Remembering those beautiful days spent with her..But wallahi I say allah Made me stronger.. Am right here messaging you its all because of allah..If I Never prayed ..Surely I would have ended up with suicide.. Now am getting Closer to allah .I can feel it..He is getting me closer..There have been days That I have thought why allah is always doing something with me .Yet still There are people out there enjoying life..(my cousins) ..But now I realize Allah loves me a lot..He gave me a ticket to jannah..In sha allah I should Make me built up and be capable for it..Now during my supplications I ask Allah to make me join with her in jannath ul firdhous.. Now when I offer my Salah..Tears comes out uncontrollably remembering the day of qiyamah..My Question is will Allah make me join with her in aakhira..?