Suicide

Contemplating Suicide

Q: I reaaly need help or i dont know when i will suicide.everytime i ask dua, the CONTRARY arises. and i dont have anything in this life and nobody. i dont know why most people make fun of me. i have nobody to support me and i failed in doing many things. many times i thought of suciding.my life is really dark.i cant see any solution.there are many things to tell but it will take pages.did allah curse me because when a people is at test, atleast he will help a bit not kill him like i am dying everyday. PLEASE ASK DUAS FOR ME. suggedt a solution if possible. yesterday i ask a dua that protect me from all bad people in the earth and today itself when i was in the bus stop, someone make a sign at me that he will kill me. so it is a curse. isnt it. but some people say that i am a good boy.