doubts

Q: Everyday I keep doubting whether my wudu was done correctly or should I repeat my wudu. I suffer from ocd.

Q: I am getting anxiety and palpitations. I am worrying if my nikah is valid. I was sleeping next to my husband and thoughts are coming if he is halaal for me. If I sleep with him, is my nikah broken, will I be sinning? If hurmate musaahara takes place with my father? I am getting worried and anxiety. Alhumdulillah we are happy together and I love him but these thoughts get me worried and depressed. I do amal but something is telling me that I am living a sinful life with my husband. Please help me.

Q: I am just worried and getting anxiety worrying and thinking if:

1. If my nikah is valid with my husband. Alhumdulillah we are so happy but the thought comes that, did your husband ever said divorce? I never heard him say it.

2. If hurmate musaahara took place anytime? If my dad's nikah is valid? I'm just worring and thinking that suppose hurmate musaahara took place. Supposed my dad's nikah is not valid. Suppose my nikah is not valid. I'm so happy masha allah with my husband but these thoughts come.

3. I am not sure if sure hurmate musaahara took place. I am getting these thoughts that supposed it was lust when I shook my sisters hand or my husband's. Those thoughts don't come only when my father touched or shakes my hand or touch me.

4. Now in my mind I think that hurmate musaahara happened when some feeling comes in your vagina or that liquid comes out when you are ready for sex. So when my dad shakes my hand I think that if something is happening in my vagina, even before my father shakes my hand, I am scared.

5. Now I'm also worried and I'm getting thoughts about my Imaan. I listen to bayaans and I keep reading the kalimah. I say I am a Muslim. I am not feeling in my heart who I was before. Is it kufr to say so? Is my nikah valid? Thoughts of hadith, Islam, Quraan and Allah comes in my mind. I know Islam is a true religion but I'm not feeling the sukoon that I get thoughts on religion. When I listen to a bayan and listen to stories of sahaba and about our prophet and what he went through for us, I feel it in my heart and I don't have the feeling in my heart. I keep reading the Kalimah and i get thoughta that am I a Muslim? I say to myself yes I am a muslim. Please help me and make dua for me. Allah keep me steadfast on deen n make me die with Imaan.

Q: Allah has bleesed us with Imaan Alhumdulillah. Now as I was getting thoughts on kufr and Alhumdulillah they are gone because I ignore them. Now I have a serious matter that I want you to help me. I am a Muslim I have follow hanafi mazhab. Now i am trying to become better muslim. I try to read quraan everyday read five times namaz do nafl ibaadat stay away from sin have haya n modesty dress modestly Alhumdulillah i do hijab as well. I do zikr Alhumdulillah everything was going will i feel this peace n i talk to Allah because i know hes watching me i listen to bayaan n recording hadith n sabaq that moulana yunus palanpuri give. I try to do amal. I go taleem i do six points masha allah i like to go mastuaraa jamat. Now all of a sudden last week this is thought come in my head about Allah the exitence of Allah. And then thought about hadith All the hadith that how did the hadith reach us if the hadith is true how the hadith from the prophet sallallhu alaihi wasallam reach us if the narrator r true if the hadith in fazalee amaal sadqa is true. Then something tells me how u no is true. How u no the prophet sallallhu alaihi wasalaam said this. I am feeling empty idnt have that feeling with in my heart tgat sukoon I read namaz i read quraan. I keep reading quraan i read kalimah But the khushu sukoon i am not feeling i reading namaz cuz i no we have to the connection with Allah is feeling different i know that everything is from Allah i am saying with my tounge but i want in to be in my heart. Plz help me i dnt want to go on the wrong path i am a muslim i want to die with Imaan. 1.Y i am having all these though about Allah n our rasul sallallhu alaihi wasallam the quraan the hadith about Islam please help me Is Allah naraz with me I want to go jannah I know that people who dont follow Islam n follow other religious r (disbeliver)i am a momin i believe in Allah n his rasul sallallhu alaihi wasallam. I want that to enter ny heart n yaqin in Allah 2.Some thing is telling ur just saying it from tounge. Plz help me. The word i right on braket above something telling me supposed. Say that word sometimes it come but i dnt say with with toungue Plz help me with my Imaan. 3.Is it kufr?? 4 my nikah valid 5.then i think hidayaah is only from Allah only Allah can guide u. I dont want to loose my Imaan thats like burning in fire I am a muslim Even thought all this happened i still read quran namaz zikr read kalimah. Buti feel i just read it from tounge i want to have the love for Allah. The thought of Allah come about Allah how Allah is created astugfirullah How did the world come how all this knowledge come is the knowledge of deen the hadith true What to do plzz help me i want die on Imaan n go jannah love Allah have khushu plz help me plzzz this is so important the most important thing in my whole life n is i am gifted with Imaan. I want to die with Imaan.please help me strength my Imaan yaqin n our Rab is Allah.. Plzz make dua for me Allah protect my Imaan n make me die with Imaan. Plzz help sister in Islam 6 is any of this i write kufr n if o said it to myself cuz i was explaining my self what i will write is it kufr my nikah valid.

Q: I want to ask if somone do jadoo on me?

Q: I was sitting and reading Quraan and thoughts about hurmate musaahara came to my mind. I'm really scared to shake my father hands. I don't have no feeling for him but the thought comes now that is my step mums  and dads nikah valid? I was sitting and reading Quraan and this thought and image came in my mind that I was young, in my teens probably, and my dad was lying down and he had on a lungi.Probably the lungi was open and I was sitting by the leg side and from the bottom, when he widened his legs I could see the testicals. Does my step mums nikah break with dad? I can't even remember exactly but I'm not even sure if i saw the testicals or penis, but obviously I won't have no lust for him.I don't think there was even lust but I'm just getting these thoughts if dads nikah is valid.

Q: Me jab naya wudhu karti hoon mujhe lagta he ke mera wudhu theek tareeqe se nahi huwa ya to wo toot gaya he aur me dobaara wudhu karti hoon. Baar baar wudhu karti hoon. Namaaz parne ke liye jab bhi khari hoti hoon to aisa lagta he ke mera wudhu toot chuka he. Me kya karoo?

Q: I love Allah and I believe in Him and His oneness with my whole heart. But for some days many bad thoughts are coming now and then and it's making me mad. What should I do to permanently get rid of it and how to protect my iman and increase iman and taqwa? Please make dua for me.