Husband not controlling his gaze
Q: I am married for 24 years. About five months back I noticed my husband was not controlling his gaze. The situation reached to an extent that I was prepared to leave. My husband has now made taubah and insha allah, has changed his ways. However, I need some advice:
- I am extremely hurt, how do I overcome this?
- Many times I feel depressed, especially upon awakening.
- I suffer with anxiety attacks and headache before going out to places where there will be females around. We live in Madinatul Munawwarah and I find it extremely difficult to go to the haram etc.
- At times I cannot handle the stress and think of ending the marriage.
- My husband is trying to be good to me, and I try to hide my feelings from him, however, how do I build the trust in my husband again?