Qur'an

Female doing hifz of the Quraan by listening to the recitation of a male reciter

Q: I asked a question about a female doing hifz of Quran by listening to the audio of a male reciter and also asked about the recitation of Mishary al Afasi. You told me that it is better for a female not to listen to a male reciter.

I wanted to say that, without listening to any tilawat, it seems really hard to keep the verses in my memory. So, will it be permissible for me as a woman, to memorize the surahs with the help of the audio of a male reciter?

Meaning of the aayat "good women are for good men"

Q: I have read in the Quraan that good women are for good men.

My question is that in the past I used to stare at girls in college. I also talked to them but did not have any haram relationship with them. I proposed to a girl but she didn't accepted, we didn't commit zina. Now I feel guilty over my past acts and I have made taubah two years ago. I have not repeated those acts. Will I be forgiven or will I be considered impure and a bad guy. Does that mean I will get a bad wife if I m not forgiven. If I am forgiven, will I get a good wife?