Wazifa for marital problems

Q: Tell me a wazifa for my husband. I do everything, even if I am pregnant, I do all the house hold work myself, try to keep my husband and in-laws happy  but I failed. In 6 years of my married life, I have no friends and my husband always teases and insults me. Please help me.

Impurity on one's shoes

Q: It was raining outside, the sole of my shoes were wet, they touched the top part of my other shoe. The shoes are made of absorbent cotton material. I understand that doubt cannot uplift certainty. But I know that I must have stepped on some kind of najis some where so I think the top part of my shoe became impure, but even if I did there was no trace of it. Also before I stepped on my other shoe I walked for a bit on wet ground, would that have cleaned up the sole of my shoe? I suffer from waswasas as well.

Marital problems

Q: My husband is never home. He comes from work and is perpetually at a meeting. Married for 15 years with 3 children. He leaves at 7 and returns at 2 am. I have made sabar for years now. He is not fulfilling my needs of companionship or intimacy. What is my way forward? This is disrespectful and selfish. Please help me make a decision within Shariah.

Stray thoughts

Q: Sometimes you have this feeling that all what you are doing in the name of Islam is just for show off (to people) and sometimes you are not too satisfied after doing a good deed like praying, charity or any ibadah for the fact that you think all what you are doing is just hypocritical. You never have this feeling of sincerity to please Allah anymore. You always look good on the outside (for e.g you pray 5 times daily very often in the Masjid, you fast optional fasting, etc), but deep inside, very deep inside you, you have this weakness and very dangerous thoughts about God and this brings unhappiness and guilt in you. Please how can I get rid of this and what is the root cause of this?

Marital problems

Q: I have been married now for 15 years. I have three children. My son is doing hifz. I just found out that my husband has been closely associated with a mutual friend. He has helped her purchase a car and often chats and gives her company as her husband has left her. She is Muslim but frequents clubs and night life. He enjoys this life too as he is never home with my kids and I. It was posted on facebook by her husband that my husband is a lucky guy because he has her. I don't wish to share a life with this man anymore as he has disrespected me and does not give me the companionship I desire. I have asked him to set me free and grant me my three talaaqs. He won't. Mufti I don't think its fair that he has best of both worlds. I realised I have sinned by asking for talaaq. What do I do to repent and what advice do you have for me on how to deal with this problem as I cannot bear to look at him. He feels like dirty trash to me.please help me.