Nikaah & Marriage Issues

Secret nikaah

Q: I am Muslim and Sunni woman. Divorced for last 7 years. I have done my Nikkah last year in the presence of two male Muslims witnesses, with a man who supports me in every manner. My family was not involved as being a divorced people don't like remarrying of a woman. We kept on meeting but for last some time I am not getting any job and it seems my Rizq is banned on me, I am afraid that am I in a Haram relation. I have stopped seeing my husband but he's angry with me now. Please let me know what to do. Witnesses were there and man is mature and supportive but I am really scared. I perform all my prayers n tilawat tahajud and other ibadat but no rizq from anywhere. Please pray and advice.

Getting married to have children

Q: Our Prophet (Sallallahu Alayhi Wasallam) married many women time to time. Now my question is: Did he ever marry any woman with intention of having children (as his sons passed away young). Similarly, is there any other Prophet ever that married particularly to have children when one's wife couldn't have children?

Masturbation

Q: I am a teenager of 20 years old. I have been watching videos of nudity and masturbate at the same time on my handset. This has been happening for a quiet number of years now. It really bothered me and I always pray to Allah and repent to Him anytime I committed such. But still I will go back again and do the same thing even after repentance. Sheikh I don't know what to do now, I almost hate myself now. It has become a part of me. Please assist me with possible solution, Thank you.

Nikaah of the girl without her permission

Q: I have a question about the validity of Nikah. I loved a guy and my sister and dad found out about it, without allowing me to tell them anything and express my feelings they got me engaged to my cousin without my permission but I don't really understand what sort of nikah it was because they never asked me but I still love the person I am involved with and I want to get married to him because I know he is the right guy for me. If I get married without the consent of my parents, will my nikah with that person be valid? Please I need the answer as soon as possible, and also if I want to run away from the house and come back afterwards when everything gets back to normal, just need to know if my nikaah will be valid and accepted in Islam?